I'm Not Okay

Well Another goodbye to yet another event free week, and a big hello to what will probably be yet another event free. I feel like talking about some vaguely philosophical mumbo-jumbo, because I'm just in one of those pretty crap moods when you question pretty much everything that is or isn't or might be or might not be. So if you're in one of those moods also, I invite you to read this post.

I'm just going to jump to the point and question the general stupidity of the mundane. Why must we live such a boring life? I'm sure there are much more interesting things to be doing, and yet here I am writing complete and total balls on a weekly basis, and you're reading it probably by accident. Either way, you're reading this, and that's all that counts.

So why is it that I'm stuck here writing this balls, and you're reading it? Why can't one of us or all of us be off on some grand adventure? The answer is simple enough really. Money. It's the root of all our problems, we can't go on a grand adventure, because we need money to do so, and if we're adventuring, we're not making money to live.

It just adds to the bollocks, there are billions of lifeforms on this planet, and as humans we are the only one of them that requires money to live. And so I'm stuck here, after a long day at college which I need to attend so I can prepare to make money to live off. Which leaves me with a lack of time to enjoy socialising, and creating interesting stories to write about, because all my friends are doing the same damn thing, and none of us can get any free time together because our schedules clash.

Well now I've answered my question, and if you're question was what I thought it was I've answered that too. So yes, I'm in a bad mood because I feel like my most important friendship is going to throw itself into the abyss. Of course I could always make new friendships in college or when I leave college to get a job. But I've only just gained the friendships I've got, and I've settled into them nicely, but now the one I deem to be the most important, is fading away due to this cursed scheduling.

So in short: screw college. Screw time. Screw money. Screw schedules. Screw this. Screw that. Et cetera, et cetera, et cetera...